Endless Ending

Guess who this look like?

2006-05-06T13:21:00.000+08:00

Show u some photos..
LOOK like who? hehe make a good guess ah . i will show my answer 2moro;P

Mid-year is died

2006-05-06T13:12:00.000+08:00

(im sun-burnT_T)

haha ...LOOKS LIKE MY MID-YEAR EXAMINATION IS DIED!! HURRAY-.-lll
nvm lar..i just not in the mood of studying.Just Took some photos wif my mum-.- she INSIST me to take wif her.lol
Then this few days watched finish 3 drama=)(my mid-year is died bcuz of this) Im watching full house(i know im too late ..its like 1 year already) then after that im watching " a love to kill" also korean drama. anyway wish everyone good luck for mid-year as well as for your life=)
My photo(below)

Pimper day

2006-03-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

OUCH! my pimper hurts..I AM BECOMING PIMPER FACE HOW??lol..really lar it really hurts .
HaHa,today went to immigration authorities for something not very important =-0 then never go school.I REGERT!!there was like -30 degree C . REALLY! i frozed down there.Then came back like 12 o clock and went for a hair cut cost me 13 dollar.
Never see Encheng cuz never go school , the only thing sad when i dont go school .
Angell told me next saturday go out (anyway im not going for the cohort camp).They first said they wanna watch underworld evolution , im underage-.-lll.then they say can help me buy tickets first.I DISAGREE!then we decided to watch other movie.BUT at last ...like no nice movie leh.So i suggest we go book a house in east coast =) then stay overnight.they say see first .
Anyway tomorrow still got school...still must see AH BEH=( so sad..wrost thing in TK is to see Ah ber..why she dont die?haix-.- life sucks love hurts ah ...

Happy sunday

2006-03-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

HaHa..today is sunday and i REALLY dont need to prepare for tomorrow's lesson cause im not going to school tomorrow=)Going for some important things,i will tell you when i have finish it=)but ah..like that tomorrow cant see Encheng=( haha you cant have everything in a go.
Then is quite happy to say that most result was OKAY.went to orchard wif edna yesterday to go shopping , bought her birthday present too.
I want to say i really dont care how others think about me or so,im just me.I cant change because of other people comments right?so dont tell me anything about how other people think about me.And this is the last time i say,"IM NOT GOING TO COHORT CAMP!"I'm not going is because i dont want to waste my time down there in the stupid water sports(anyway i dont know how to swim>.< ) , i got better things to do such as studying english or playing game.
Qingxia said she saw Encheng,gongzai2 and yinsheng playing basketball a few days back.OMG , why i never see!stupid qingxia so selfish,i also want to see=(
I remember , last time when i cant find which type of me was the real me , i always "act" to let peopple accept me.But weiqian say , like that wil be very tiring , i can be the bad-temper,annoying or whatever me.Cause im's just me .SO DONT CALL ME TO CHANGE=)

my acting day

2006-03-02T19:39:00.000+08:00

Got my geography result,got 22.5/25.=)2nd in class sia.Qingxia is first as expected.(congrats qingxia)SO all together my results sound something like that:A1,A1,A2,A2,B4,D7,D7-- extremes.
Hmm.today stay back with qingxia waiting for her to start her red cross bu then got distrubed by andrea erwin(as usual)and his senior.Red cross's guys all go problem.
Anysaw i gastric pain in the morning assembly?HAHAHA.I forgot to bring my newspaper for Mrs Lim ah ber.Cant think of any plan..so just act gastric pain then go sick bed.LALALA=P.And i can cry out in front of the teachers say that i in "GREAT"pain.So i peacefully skipped my first period of chinese lesson.Hmm.maybe i can win the best actoress award.
Got a cought.think i tomorrow can recover.HOPE SO=)
Haix today never saw Encheng=(.

Saw gongzai=)

2006-03-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

Haha spent my full day at school.Went to parkway to buy clothes for the singing performance we doing.Choose a blue basic T-shirt very simple.SIMPLE BUT NICE=).Today saw gongzai (hehe a new name ^^) at assembly,qingxia eyes ah..looking at him as if going to eat him up.Dont know why qingxia like gongzai so much..so short..hair so messy.HAHA(qingxia is going to kill me tomorrow..hope she did not see the blog=) )
Got a english portfolio which is damn stupid...think i fail AGAIN.Saw Encheng in the morning.WE ARE JUST FATED.I think my bad luck gone le..at least haven happen bad things until now(please dont happen).Holiday incoming=)

Overall a not-so-bad things=0

2006-02-28T19:08:00.002+08:00

o.Oweiqiang online=) But i msg him he haven reply...waiting for him to online .
Just got back my results ,HAHAHA.D&T failed so badly,last in class(i dont care).Then followed by history ,got a 68(i really also dont care).And i passed my english=.=lll.Finally sia...is not VERY GOOD for me...but at least i improved=).Science ah...hehehe...2nd in class ONLY:P ,got a 39 plus got all my quiz a 8 or 9 .Maths got a 68...not very good but still OKAY.For me..everything is not important...english i pass i can clap hands le..so overall not a bad day .Except that andrea erwin & justin stolen my bad and throw behind the piano.SO childish.but since they act like kids, i also.Hence, i go and steal andrea erwins's bad and kick it back=)
Got a stomache after coming home..think something wrong with the school food..NO WONDER TK SUCKS.
Weiqiang reply liao ^^ i go talk to him haha.Oh ya forget to wish weifang and qingxia JIAYOU!!dont wave goodbye to TK hor..cuz Tk is already very bad..dont let such a stupid school throw u out .I tell you my primary school 's school value bah..Persevere and succeed.Ya..today saw En Cheng in school.We are just fated=)

Finally ...

2006-02-26T13:36:00.000+08:00

Finally i think i overcome the stress up .Came home from tution at 12noon.Jem sent me another picture,this time round is not "shanshan",is "bookworm".His getting more and more addicted to create characters using his friend's name or his.Weifang ONCE AGAIN came and annoyed me in the bus.I'm so tired after the tution , never sleep for the whole night thinking of SL's problem , then she still did'not notice anything wrong with me...just keep talking and talking in the bus.ZzZ.Actually , i dont think i and weifang became friends is becuase of i like her character(is not i dont like..is just i cannot stand your talking)mostly because im forced by the environment.Just like forced to go to Tk, giving up my friends .
Very scare i will fail my maths test but also never mind cause i never use any effort . I rather pass my english =)
Haix..something make me feel so sad is that TOMORROW IS MONDAY.Feel so down when i need to go school..feel even worst when i know i haven learn my spelling.Weiqiang still not online..maybe he block me le ba-.-lll
Don't know what SL is thinking of...maybe he need a instant girlfriend.But why find me-.-! last time we 're best friend lor..if he didn't tell me that he only care about that girl..we may forever be best friends.Too late le ba..now tell me all this is only asking me to forgive him.I dont forgive people in my life .So Sorry.

Another sad sad day

2006-02-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

11.47P.M
*sob sob
My earlier blog cant be post because the blog skin cannot post chinese words .Forget it .
At 10.35 today , I opened my computer happily to see if weiqiang online , i got so much things to tell him .From the grades i got to the things i bought , actually nothing much to tell him .Actually , i just wanted to see him =) But , his not online .SL is.
Sl sent me a message that was something like that."shanshan can accompany for a while?"
i asked him why.i though he got everything , his beloved girlfriend ,his game and his proud Olevel result .
He told me his girlfriend left him.Sad.But actually i knew that a few days ago liao.He say...he missed the time when we played together , chat together .His nick was"i believe you still love me".I asked him to find a new girlfriend .He said...he found me-.-".Last time ...very long ago...i liked him a lot a lot .More than anything .But he told me he found a girl.But is no longer liao.i feel so sad for him.he also gave up everything for that girl...but why she went?i dont dare to ask.
Now is 11.36.Weiqiang still haven online.tomorrow got tution .Dont think i can wait for him tonight le.maybe he got things on bah.
But actually today should be a good day except that stupid dead lizard that was brown in colour died outside my room.Good thing mum came back early to throw it away.
Jem shown me the photos of "shanshan",his very own game hero.He knew that i will feel better when i saw those .Dont know why , when i always feel sad .Jem show me things that surprise me and make me feel SO much better .My english marks really disapointed me so much.Jem said that...english not that english fail one.YAYAYA, i dont believe .Weiqiang fail his english too in O level.But still thankyou so much for all this =)bookworm also have his good point=)

SL ，加油

2006-02-15T17:42:00.000+08:00

好像好久没算你离开的天了。威强说如果一直算，我可能一辈子还在等他。
听了张韶涵的”爱情路程“吗？好好听。
这几天看到SL ，以前的记忆好像看到了一样。SL和“他”很不一样，SL外表很像小孩，但内心很成人。“他”刚好相反。SL 刚刚把思慧给甩了，找了一个“敏”的女孩。我从来不恨SL，我只是不喜欢他那么诚实。“我好开心，我不能想像世界上没有你的日子”他应该是这样跟我说的，当我们在一起的时候。那时的他很天真，我很喜欢。后来，他是这样和我说的“我想。。。我和你从来没真正的喜欢对方过。我们还是放弃。”我没哭，我只是问他你，你想不想让我受少一点伤害？让我一个人安静一下好吗？之后我就离开了。结果他换了2个女朋友，还是找不到他要的。
SL 。。。祝福你。

梦

2005-12-15T13:38:00.000+08:00

12月15日的下午,你离开的第2年22天。
我又梦到他。今年的冬天很冷很冷。应该说你离开后每一个冬天都开始下雪.记得他来到和离开都是在冬天。我的心天开始在你离开后的后来，我去了韩国时，心开时下雪。
我很喜欢外套，当你离开后，我怕冷。
梦到你时，在人来人往的的方，我看到你。我仔细的往着你，我没叫你就好像你离开时，我没叫你停。我以为感觉走了我不能说no.之后，我开始找你，街上常常有你的影子，就好像“天灰”的MV，我也试过在yahoo上搜索“关于何。。的质料”。
爱情是个梦而我睡过头。

天灰

2005-12-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

S.H.E (不想长大)

如果你不再出现我的世界
还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间让我们试验什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于
谁我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

雨天

2005-12-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

12月10日的黄昏，你离开的第二年17天.
雨天。
我爱雨。因为我第一次在雨中找到自己。雨还是在下，一切没改变，我一直以为没改变,但只是我以为。ydna 等於 yet days haven arrived .那天过后，时间开实停止。
我以为世界的东西都能冷冻起来，就好像冰箱一样。我却发现冷了的心不能够再热起来。
常常听到有人希望有时空器。愚笨。人生中除了游戏和电视，还有什么是可以重来
？

我和暗

2005-12-10T01:12:00.000+08:00

12月九号的深夜，你离开的第二年的16天。
我总了是在想为什么我会孤单？孤单已经等于我。很久很久我站在十字路口，我第一次犹豫是继续走那条黑暗的街还是会头看看他是否在后方的巴士站等我。回头看看发觉我已跑太远，后方的光太渺茫，不我没跑，是时间把我拉到这里。
我喜欢黑暗。我不明白为何人类会把黑暗当成不详的象征。人总以为光就是代表好。但我不能说那是愚笨。应为他也喜爱光。人就想是萤火虫，为何要等待追求光明。
他一直都不明白。我讨厌，告诉用善对待被叛你的人，我厌倦。他不明白，就有如他不明白我在等待他的回头。我讨厌的人却在总在我梦里出现。光变成了他的目标。黑暗代表了我。就这样我们分开了，就好像一定会发生的是，很理所当然。我想是注定的。